Bear was born 1953 and lost his battle with a lengthy illness on May 9, 2004. Bear is survived by one son, one brother, his faithful slave lisa and their Leather Family. Memorial services were held near his home on May , 2004.

A personal eulogy from Lisa:

My Beloved Bear left this earth on May 9, 2004.
My heart is completely broken, he was my world.
Each and everything I did each day, was with Him (my Bear).
The one thing I trully miss is calling him each day saying, I love you my Bear and hearing him say, I love you to my cub. I miss being with him, feeling him....hearing him. He is the love of my life and I will never love or be loved the way it was between us.
He trully captured me in every way. He is my Beloved.

We met on line. Jan 3,2001 and met within a week. I'll never forget that, because I was just about to give up on meeting anyone. He had me at hello. He was wearing black, and handed me a dozen roses. We talked for hours and hours. We just clicked right away. I remember him walking me to my car and stroking my hair as we said good nite. Now, I spent that weekend at his house. Many warned me against it. But I went. He picked me up for the weekend, lol.....he called me a brat because the diner I picked was right across the street from me. But said he was glad because I kept myself safe. We shared our first kiss. And the rest is history. He became my world.

As you all know, Bear wasn't a well man. But he had lots of life in him. Even the last week of his life. GOD that was a great week. I draw strength from it. We did everything he wanted to do that we didn't up to that point. I find peace in that.

Bear was a loving compassionate man. He took care of me, loved me, showed me I was lovable and made me feel beautiful. We grew together as people. We grew together as Dominant and submissive. We learned how to have a healthy, loving relationship. We blended so well together. We were and still are one. If I was to share one thing about this lifestyle to everyone....it would be this. Make it yours. Do not try and fit into a puzzle, but create your own.

Bear isn't here with me physically, but I am still his, collared in spirit. What does my life hold for me? I don't really know. But I will carry the lessons he taught me. And the most important one is to live, to find joy in everything no matter what.

Bear, my beloved Master, I will miss your physical presence with me, but your spirit lives on and warms my heart....we are one always.

My Beloved Bear, my Master, I will always be yours. I love you.

First You became my friend and i came to love you as my Man, trust You as my Dominant then surrendered knowing You as Master

Love never dies, the forms may change. I will ever be your devoted cub.

1953-2004 The time Bear honored this earth. He taught me how to live and how to die with Love and Dignity

Take care of my heart
For it is always with You
your ever loving cub

A Message From Heaven

To my dearest friends and family,
some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know,
that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from Heaven.
Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there are no more tears of sadness.
Here just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy,
just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you,
Every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you,
When my life on Earth was through ...
God picked me up and hugged me,
And he said "I welcome you."
"It's good to have you back again,
you were missed while you were gone.
I need you very badly, you're a big part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do
to help out mortal man".
God gave me a list of things he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list was to watch and care for you.
And when ou lie in bed at night,
The chores put to flight,
God and I are closest to you,
In the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth,
And all those loving years,
Because you are only human,
They are bound to bring you tears
But do not be afraid to cry,
It does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no rainbow,
Unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you all what God had planned.
But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
One thing is for certain though, my life on Earth is over.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you,
And many hills to climb.
But together we can do it,
By taking a day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too,
That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,
then you can say to God at night, "My day was not in vain."
Now I am contented that my life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along the way,
I made somebody smile.
So, if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low, 
Just lend a hand to pick him up as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind,
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go from that body to be free,
Remember you're not going, you're coming here with me.


                         Author Unknown

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